So I was trying to get some class reading done but found that I purposely kept trying to distract myself from it. I got caught up with everything else expect my school work. I started to get tired and was planning on getting ready for bed until I figured I would satisfy my hunger with a little NutriGrain bar and a glass of milk. All of a sudden I got really hyper and called up my boyfriend at work. I was babbling about everything and nothing. I told him that I've been doing a lot of thinking and writing and realized that I have a desire to LIVE. Breathing is a small aspect of life. I want to really liiiive. Live and live "right" in the process. He hates it when I say that life is short but sometimes we have to sit down and accept that. God wants to bless us with life and life abundantly. I want to travel and be adventurous and spontaneous. I believe that God will open doors and allow me to pursue those desires of my heart if I continue to obey and seek Him. It's amazing how much joy is attained from even the first steps of walking with the Lord. I have been stationed at my base for almost 2 years and just this past Sunday did I attend church. I read my Bible occasionally but I never made the effort to look for a home church. Well I finally visited a church and my boyfriend and two other friends came with me. I felt at home and everything just felt natural when I went to church. From there I was determined to read my Bible daily and take heed to the words. I feel like my recent steps to walk with the Lord has brightened up my life in so many aspects. Life seems brighter and I just want to enjoy it to the fullest, as my Father would want me to. I enjoy the joy that God has blessed me with. I told my boyfriend that I don't really have any specific explanation of why I'm so happy but I'll just blame God ;) God is good and from Him comes ALL good things... I'm content with t h a t.
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